I do not know whether you are exists or not, but since I could “pass” all these things in this world till this moment, save and alive, so I guess that you are here, there or somewhere to “watch” me...
About 25 years ago, my mommy sent me to this world, this never ending problem of world...
To learn that life sometimes is fu*king suck....sometimes is wonderful...
Life is about white, black and grey...
To learn about how to life as a human, and interact with others
Though some of them are bit*h
And some of them are the special people in my life
To keep growing though sometimes it is different with what I've planned
And feeling lost, undirected…
Or sometimes I feel so high...
I knew it,
But
Sometimes I don’t understand, keep worrying…
That recently my life turns to be grey…
I feel stag, not growing any longer
And sometimes I do not know who I am anymore
Day by day
I hate myself more and more
So please my guardian angel,
For my birthday, I wish...
For a pure heart to keep think clearly in this grey moment
For a strong mind to fight for everything that will happen tomorrow
Spiritual power to keep my soul alive and not forget my creator
An ability to manage time better and send away my laziness
A “you are hired” news from a company
Eagerness to “delete” my “facebook” account till my thesis is finish
Simply heart to stop complaining and comparing my life with others
Another years in this country…
And other years of life to make other wishes in the next birthdays….
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